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Thursday, 10 April 2008

  • It's All Relative

    46 degrees in the middle of February
    vs.
    46 degrees in the middle of April


    Linguine Ala Anne after 5 nights of pasta
    vs.
    Linguine Ala Anne after not eating for two days


    Finding a dress on the first try
    vs.
    Finding a dress after weeks of fruitless searching


    Staying in bed all day becuase you're lazy
    vs.
    Staying in bed all day becuase you're sick


    Fever induced dreams
    vs.
    Sleep deprivation induced dreams
    vs.
    Any other kind of induced dreams

    Although it's the same thing, the fact that it's in a different situation
    makes the reaction to it vary tremendously.

Saturday, 05 April 2008

  • Emotions

    Emotion can be a tricky thing. For instance, I get annoyed, angry, and terrified at the smallest and seemingly most insignificant things, but there's always something more to it than presumably nothing. Words, actions, gestures, smells, and tone are all things that incite a raid flow of pictures in my mind's eye. Situations flash before me as if I had lived them yesterday. People appear, people I have not seen for years. Words are remembered, exactly as they were said.
    It is a difficult thing to claim full responsibility for your actions and it's even harder when you seem to not be in control. I believe that speaks for itself: get a grip on reality before reality gets a grip on you. I've always been a dreamer, making up the most absurd schemes and magnificent quests and seeing life as a game to be played... life doesn't work like that. But then, those uptight realists are far off the mark too. I don't think we're ever going to get it right...


Sunday, 30 March 2008

Thursday, 27 March 2008

  • You know it's going to be a long day when, in your first class of the day, you read "theories" as "The Ories" and having it make complete sense in your brain somehow.

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